2008-2009

我开始写这篇entries的时候已经12.45a.m 了。还有一天，2008年就过去了。

该怎么说，今年还真是多事之秋啊。发生了很多事，是我远远无法预料到的。一直在寻求自我定义，一直在自我摸索中迷失，也一直在失落中无奈悲伤。

我想，我们都必须学会成长。我有一个朋友在msn的pm上写着： ‘学习妥协是成长必经的过程’。说得很贴切的我觉得，生命从来都不会在你想要起飞时给你对的风，而羽翼的强度也不能堪受风的强度。当一切发生的不是自己所想要的，所渴望的，就会在现实与梦想中形成断层，然后就会觉得很失落。可是没有人能改变生命中发生的事情，所以最后都只能去接受，并妥协。但是笑着接受很重要啊。生命中一定还有许多美好的事物与惊喜的。我如此的相信着。

呃，说得远了。明天过后就是2009年了。只能说，希望2009年不会再像2008年。

我渴望生命的阳光。我想，我是可以期许2009年的吧。

然后，想说的是，谢谢所有的朋友，特别是一些于我很重要的朋友。你们在我心中留下不可磨灭的足迹。

啊然后就，所有朋友一起加油吧。

嗯，还有慧芝，加油啊。深深的祝福你。 =)

嗯啊。

我是个白痴。

到底在奢望些什么？

从新来过的，美好的时光？

一些美好的关怀？

一段感情？

让梦中的梦想/渴望成真？

他妈的，我就是个白痴。

够了。那不是你现实中的____。

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to everyone =)

Have fun n enjoy ur day =)

Byebye.

cant slp.

Its 1.54 ady when i start to write dis post n i still don feel lyk slping.So hmm,hw everyone's life going?

Well,reali nth much to say.jus hols is pretty boring.Sch is going to reopen soon.Bt next yr is SPM year,will b stressful i think?

N hmm ystd is a bad day.i completely n clearly kno det i sux.Thx.Ow however,im starting to work on my facebook ady though i registered it on October.Bt the work i meaning is jus add a profile photo,den add ppl,den dets all.lol.

So hmm hope 2mr wont be too bad.ow n im going to get my salary 2mr.joe n kd,lets enjoy our meal 2mr.

gudnite.

movie movie

Hmm so again,im gonna say,its long since i last update my blog.hmm din reali hav e mood to update?or shud i say cos no ppl will b viewing my blog lol.anything la.

So watched 3 movie recently:

1.The Day The Earth Stood Stil

So hmm The day the earth stood still,seriously,for me,itdon reali nice.A movie without story,a strory without content.The whole movie is trying to spread some messages,or lessons,which is protect our earth,or it will b too late for us to regret when disaster happen.It is a gud theme,seriously,bt too bad it is in Hollywood style,det make me feel lyk dis movie is jus shoot to earn money.Well it is something lyk The Day after Tomorrow,bt for me The day after Tomorrow is no doubt much more betta den The Day the Earth Stood Still.
We can change!

2.Yes Man
Ow men,dis movie is nice.Reali nice.Though it jus a comedy movie,det ppl jus intend to spend RM10 to buy some laughter,bt i must say,it is one of e best comedy movie i watched.N it is more den jus a comedy movie,det reali out of my prediction.Haven watch it?den,watch it NOW!
HEY MAN,SAY YES TO UR LIFE!

3.Ip Man
A story of grand master of Wing Chun style Kung Fu.hmm wad else can i say,its a nice movie.Watch it.lol.
Wing Chun,Ip Man!

Hmm i was lyk toking abt movie only,cos i did nth special in hols except keep watching movie lol.(though watch movie oso nt special la =.=).
So sch is going to reopen ady.next yr sure will b v tiring n stressful.argh.

P.S:And joe ur jus too damn lucky la ROAR!i wan work oso laaaa.

Dets all.byebye n gudnite.

嗯。

今天心情很不好啊。最近都一直这样。

晚上翻来覆去就是睡不着。真的应该试试安眠药。

心中的那个洞，干，它越来越大。

我的失落，会不会是以后的失望？

突然好想哭。

updated.

Hmm its been long since i last update my blog(i keep repeating dis sentence,am i? =X).

Ooookayy firstly i finish my first short-term job in e hols,n det i no nid to slp late everynite n wake up early everyday to go work.i can enjoy hugging my bolster n kissing my pillow(okay im jus joking lol),n let e heat of sun burn my _____ (fill in e blank urself.lol).So still don kno weder is dey other short-term job det coming.hope det i gt la,im short of money T.T

N hmm kinda alot of things happened.hope det everything will b fine ba.n oww thx God det i can go for e bbq.though sum ppl say it quite boring,bt hmm for me it still quite okay la.n e bbq fish is nice.n e sky det night is nice.e my mood det night is _______.

如果明天不是你的语言，
就让失语成为往后的，所谓的，
青春纪事。

So gudnite ppl.my bed miss me,so am i.lol.