Wednesday, November 26, 2008

GOT TITTE

Woa its been long since i last updated my blog.okay i went KL from 20-23 wif ding.Went dey to watch SMM dota tournament.sad,Ks lose,due to sum fuking(forgive me for e badwords)action of team eVo`XTC which dey against on d loser semi final bracket.dey can act move on to final n eventually to grand final.GRRRR!

Hmm den started to work ystd.okay e work is lyk quite boring n tiring at d same time.when dey is customer,it is tiring,when dey is no customer,its pretty boring.2mr gotta work 12hours,from 12pm-12am.okay its tiring =.=

Ow n hope det i can go for e bbq thingy.nt reali sure though.argh i wan go!

N hmm my result is bad.haiz..

bye.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Yea dets it

DO u reali enjoy ur life?

DO u reali appreciate wad u hav?



i hope i can slp tonite =X

Monday, November 17, 2008

post.

1.34 now(when im starting to type dis post) n i still haven slp.Oasis song is accompanying me.OASIS ROCKS!.one of e greatest band ROAR!

Ow man hols life hols life has been dull n boring.everyday slp around 2++am den wake up 1++pm.Lol bt its kinda nice oso la,no nid to worry for homework(though i HARDLY do it when im stil in sch =x),no nid to worry scold by teacher or kena disipline(ey man i hate to sign on disipline book or kad merah),no nid to worry for all e exam thing(ow my sis STPM start 2mr,all e best to her).AND AND AND GAMES NON-STOP.too bad i don hav enuff money to buy too much books n dvds =(

Oh btw,today went CS wif fren.i went CS for more den 5times in dis two weeks d =.= .n we watched Quantum Of Solace(ohhhh finally) n Daniel Craig rox.some say dis series of 007 not nice as James Bond don't flirt wif gal n being humour lyk he usually do n deys been too much revenge n hateness element in dis episode.bt okay seriously for me its stil quite nice(though when comparing it wif all e previous classic 007 film it still not gud).anyway,Daniel Craig ROAR!

okay its getting late n i hav to go on bed ady.gudnite.

Cos all of the stars
are fading away,
just try not to worry,
you'll see dem somedays
Oasis-Stop crying your heart out


i hope dey do,lyk wad the song lyrics say. =X

给我音乐

我不想,为这一切,去背负如此难受的落寞。

我不想,为这一切,去让我日后回首青春时只有轻轻的叹息,和很多很多跌落的梦。

我不想,为这一切,将我想要的笑容换成呐喊与控诉。

我不是谁,我不是你,我不是他。我没有你有的生活模式,我没有你有的从容,我没有你有的恣意。

我不明白的,也许你不需要去明白(那是我所羡慕的)。

而我的故事,是你也不会想要去关心的。这一切,都只是对自己的独白。

啊所以,给我音乐。或许那是最轻柔的低语。

啊,我无法自弹自唱。我不会弹吉他。他妈的。

Saturday, November 15, 2008

海角七号




刚刚看了《海角七号》(终于啊啊啊)。很好看的一部电影。而我总是在看完电影后有很多很多的感触,然后有很多很多的梦想重新燃起,然后又重新有很多很多的失望。

对于梦想的执著,我一直认为不只是一种口头上的坚定,更多在于去实行,去争取,去战斗。可是在梦想的背后还是会有很多很多的阻力。很感慨的是,生命永远不会在你想要冲刺的地方给你平滑的跑道,不会在你想要飞翔的时候给你对的风,不会在你想要呐喊的时候给你真实的安慰。然后当你不想跑了,跑道却已筑好,当你不想飞了,风却刚起,当你不想呐喊了,却给了你实在的踏实。虽然如此,我想我还是相信梦想的。而我的梦,却在哪个时间点上等候我的期许?

我很幸运,也很不幸运。

嗯,还有,在电影里,爱依然如此美好,如此静好。生命中的感动,或许时刻都在左右,不经意的牵动着心扉,却又是生命里最实在的执著与眷恋。对于电影与人生里的爱,我不知道该如何用文字去描写。只能说,爱是最美好的事。

爱与梦,许如你(我)的天,和地。不会动摇的执著。

Thursday, November 13, 2008

没有粗话(如果你相信)

失望是弦,你的眼神就是破碎的注解。

的妈他。

奈无。

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

没有题目

我很难受,真的很难受

该拿什么来填补,心中那个缺口的洞?

又该拿什么来逆流悲伤?

我是个烂人。

原谅我的懦弱。

=)

Friday, November 7, 2008

blah.

ahhhh so damn happy nw.finally exam is going to over,left physics paper 1 n 3.den everything thing det related to study will come to an end,an END(at least for dis yr laa).okay so e whole exam is v tiring.sth lyk u come bac from sch,bath,den rest a while,den start study lyk crazy,den slp.den wake up at midnite n study.den exam.den e whole process repeat again on 2nd day.lol okay i admit det its my fault laaaa.din study much before exam.blah.don care la..

n hols is coming!gotta do alot of thing in hols if im able to.oh n Barack Obama won!lala e next president of America n hope det he will really make a change.

so dets all.

lets hav fun.in HOLIDAYS. =)