Reborn and shivering Spat out on new terrain Unsure, unconvincing this faint and shaky hour
Day one, day one Start over again Step one, step one I’m barely making sense For now I’m faking it ‘Til I’m pseudo-making it From scratch, begin again But this time I as “I” And not as “we”
Gun-shy and quivering Timid without a hint Feign brave with steel intent Little and hardly here
Day one, day one Start over again Step one, step one With not much making sense Just yet I’m faking it ’til I’m pseudo-making it From scratch, begin again But this time I as “I” And not as “we”
Eyes wet, Toward wide open frayed If God is taking bias, I pray he wants to lose
Day one, day one Start over again Step one, step one I’m barely making sense Just yet I’m faking it ‘Til I’m pseudo-making it From scratch, begin again But this time I as “I” And not as “we”
guess im stupid. i hate myself. im drowning,again. 忽冷忽热
Its been long since i last post a proper n word-riching post.n im not gonna do it nw oso.mayb jus a bit longer post den those earlier.Some big things happened lately.
Sis went to Sarawak to further her study,taking medical course.She went dey on last Friday by Air Asia-1hour30minutes-fly(tho i don think its det on-time,anything can happen in Msia,u kno).And im missing her,lot.She is oways a great sis to me,who kno me e most,who tok wif me e most in e family,who oways dey wif me when im in trouble.And i love her lot,so do her.hope she is doing well dey,n can adapt to e new environment well.
Michael Jackson,King of Pop of all time passed away.He may be a freak,a weird ppl,but he is oways one of e greatest singer & dancer.He is e first black-man who were able to get in to e mainstream of music industry,and first black-man who made e MV of black ppl to be able to show on channel MTV.I love his music,his dancing.No ppl can forget his music.n his moonwalk,e way he stand on his toes,e way he lean his body forward.Its a great loss,to e world,n to everyone who love his music.Hail to Michael Jackson. Hmm im reali addicted on House M.D n am watching season four of it now wif e rate of at least 3episodes a day.N tell me pls where can i find e dvd of Before Sunset & Before Sunrise.am desperate for it.
Ow ow n i kena PLKN,wad the hell..Hate the word Tahniah on e replied msg,n e Selamat Maju Jaya on e website.damn unlucky.
Got to go for dinner.byebye.
Music playing: Patience-Guns N' Roses
im only human. still not fine,still fragile,as always.